Thursday, December 30, 2004

flying off in a tangent

i wonder what kind of a retard thought of this idea...but then blogging does seem to be great.....kinda cool to express yourself....you say something and then maybe others will read what you got to say...those people behind terminals somewhere in the middle of nowhere, going out of their way, their time and bandwidth (or whatever) to read what someone else has to say......the good part is that there are no prejudices, no assumptions, no presumptions, nothing at all........

all that happens in the world is someone asking someone else to shut up and listen......well even if people started listening, would it change things??? we for one would always be sceptical about someone else's take on anything.....i know i would be......wouldnt give them a chance.......maybe its because i just dont bloody want to.....i wonder when was the last time i was sure about anything at all.....like when i was a kid maybe..
its like my head has some bakers dough in it and the cells are defunct or something......they just dont seem to bloody work at all.........most when i think that i need them to work....its like a cure except that i dont have any clue as to who pronounced it and what good has it done to that person since then...

if i am the only one who is having these issues then it seems likely that i am the retard here.....as mom always told me there was something wrong with me.........but then i dont want to give up like that....guess i should no lose hope........but am afraid that there aint no hope.......

my head is full of chow mein...........need to get rid of it now.....
maybe when the chow mein is not there, i would make more sense................

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